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Lord, I'm so tired, two months my whole body hurts, false contractions, lower back pain, insomnia, weakness from all of this. The pain comes and goes, dull, when you give birth it's terribly painful, but it's temporary and you have the result of your patience in your hands. But here it is just simply to suffer like this. Forgive Lord, please, but I don't have any more strength or desire to give birth to this child. Sometimes I even get the thought why can't they just pull him out of me? I'm so tired holding on, I feel like I don't have any physical strength left to give birth.