"Hello! It's December and I have three days left until my vacation. If…

"Hello! It's December and I have three days left until my vacation. If I go somewhere alone, it feels like I'm being chased by someone who wants me to run away. In between, it seems like they're running after me until they reach their destination. But most of the time, they say "I'm going to run away!" What should I do? My strength is not enough for them. My family will be gone. They think I'm crazy when I say "I'm going to run away!"