Continuation Part 2 Saying goodbye to my husband, my husband has a …

Continuation Part 2 Saying goodbye to my husband, my husband has a nervous look, I climb into the delivery room and the first thing I hear is horrible screams, I swear, it's like in movies ? I get overwhelmed with feelings of fear, anxiety and panic. For the first time in my life, I wanted to not finish the unfinished business, I wanted to run home, to my bed, but this isn't that case.. well, here I am in the ward, preparing necessary things, the pain intensifies. The more contractions, the more the mind gets disconnected. Horrible thoughts visited me, such as, that I won't be able to decide on the second one, that it would be better