Hello! I would like to share my story of struggle and ask a small ques…

Hello! I would like to share my story of struggle and ask a small question. For 20 years with my husband we have been trying to conceive a child. I really want a baby. We wanted a daughter, but now it doesn't matter anymore. At 21, I got pregnant, but at week seven they said that it was a miscarriage. They removed the baby... Then, after half a year, at 22, I got pregnant again. Another miscarriage at week seven. The baby died before birth. Three years unsuccessfully and at 25, another long-awaited pregnancy. At week twelve, another miscarriage. Another death of an unborn child. After two months (which was very risky) I got pregnant